MUSE OF TRAGEDY
it/its, faggot & music lover

i'm ADAM / SPEKS / MELPOMENE . i am a guy in high school, lover of romance and touhou doujin circles, a muse, and a being of absolute cacophany. i consider myself... a relatively nice person, i think? but i'm not perfect at all. i have a lot of stuff wrong with my brain, but don't we all?

as i said! i am in high school and wanting to pursue a teaching/research career of sorts when i graduate, not sure yet. i also like art, coding, videogames, and my OCS! i am forever passionate about my ocs.

i take interest in a lot of stuff but it isn't often i get to engage in them because of mental issues. it's weird because i don't really know how to define myself as a person outside of my interests, despite the fact i'd consider myself relatively complex haha. i am very passionate about video games though ^_^ and miscellaneous random stuff i GUESS

i strive to be a lover of the mundane. i support weirdos worldwide. i won a gold metal in the hater olympics once that i keep trying to melt into something more beautiful and inevitably failing - i'll get there someday. i am fucked up and evil kill em all 1999. i am a DOG. i am a muse. i am love. i am everything!

*guy? girl? i don't know. i like to call myself "the world's first male fujoshi" in terms of my gender and sexuality. partially as a joke but hey it fits.
MUSIC I LIKE
genres: a whole mess of things but i come back to lots of japanese music (mainly pop, rock, metal), hip-hop, alt rock, yacht rock, eurobeat, and whatever i feel like :3
  • geordie greep / black midi
  • seeyouspacecowboy
  • underscores
  • tyler the creator
  • doechii
  • kaarija
  • joost
  • akatsuki records
  • shinra-bansho
  • a-one eurobeat
  • underscores
melpomene -
disillusion st
chiyo -
disillusion st
meri -
disillusion st
reimu hakurei -
touhou project
yuyuko saigyouji -
touhou project
junko -
touhou project
leshy -
inscryption
p03 -
inscryption
gabriel -
ultrakill
swansea -
mouthwashing
hikaru -
tshd
caiman -
dorohedoro
thanatos -
hades
theseus -
hades
scylla -
hades 2
MY FAVORITE GUYS FROM MEDIA
MY INTERESTS

VIDEOGAMES

touhou (favorites are 8, 10, and 14), disillusion + st, team fortress 2, great god grove, smile for me, project eden's garden, inscryption, ultrakill, hades 1 & 2, webfishing, mouthwashing, roblox (regretevator, dress to impress, pressure), splatoon, animal crossing, witch's heart

COMICS + MANGA

lotus eaters, wild and horned hermit, the summer hikaru died, dorohedoro, johnny the homicidal maniac, fukaboku, chainsaw man, magical girl raising project (prefer the light novels, its been a long time so whooo gaf), GETTING into jjba

TV / WEBSERIES

dropout tv (game changer, dirty laundry, very important people, smartypants, um actually), dandadan, azumanga daioh, zombieland saga, smiling friends, aqua teen hunger force, moral orel, bigtop burger, bridge kids, punch punch forever, pop-ocalypse, idwtbamg

HOBBIES

reading (currently on: the picture of dorian gray by oscar wilde), collecting stuffed animals, figures, pins, and jewelry, makeup, media analysis, singing, art (traditional/digital)

MISC/SUBJECTS

linguistics, psychology, math, choir, ethics and morality, coding, malware (rensenware <3)